He wasn’t sure how
long he had been there, walking around the dark stale rooms
of the old mill reminiscing about the past. It must have
been hours, because it was getting dark when he heard her.
“Mel Archer, you
come out of there this instant! I don’t know who you thought
you were fooling, but it sure as heck wasn’t me. Now come on
out of there and take me for a soda!”
“I swear, Jenny, it
sure is a shame when a man can’t hide out for awhile and
ditch work without a woman snooping around and chasing him
down like he is some sort of unruly child!” Mel said
smiling, and stepped out into the fresh air as evening
closed in on their side of the globe.
He helped Jenny into
the car, and they drove into town in silence. They were
sitting in the local dinner and were half way through their
cokes before she finally spoke. Mel could hear the tears in
her voice as she fought to hold them back.
“Mel, I have
something I need to tell you, and you feel it, I know you
do, but I don’t know where to start.”
There they were;
those dreaded words everyone hates to hear. He had been in
love with Jenny it seemed his whole life, and she was about
to do a hatchet job on his heart. It was breaking her heart
as well, and he knew he must say something, stop her from
hurting.
“It’s alright,
Jenny, please don’t cry. I know your feelings for me have
changed. I have sensed it for a while now. The truth is that
sometimes distance changes people; they see things different
from the other person. I won’t hold you to the promises we
made before you left. It wouldn’t be fair to you, or to me,”
Mel said reaching across the table taking her small hand in
his.
Jenny and Mel spent
the evening talking about the past and shared a few good
laughs. He told her about his promotion at work, and she
told him about the charming guy she met at college. It was
obvious to Mel that some guy named Andrew Morris captured
his Jenny’s’ heart, and she was head over heels in love him.
Sitting there continuing to listen and pretending that he
was happy for her was the hardest thing he had ever done.
Mel could feel his
heart breaking into a thousand pieces. He wanted to do
nothing more than crawl away and nurse his wounds. However,
there would be plenty of time for that after he left Jenny
standing on her porch waving as he backed out their drive.
He was not about to
let Jenny see the tears fall. Still he felt like a lovesick
fool, because the moment he picked her up at the airport,
the tears stood in his eyes like a beacon. In fact, they had
been shouting at her ever since, but they were shouts she
never heard or seemed to see.
In the days that
followed, Mel spent as little time with Jenny as possible.
Her parents and his mom didn’t understand, and Jenny and Mel
were back to keeping secrets from them once again. The truth
was they were dead set on Jenny and Mel marrying just as
much as they had been. However, Jenny and Mel didn’t want to
do anything to spoil their holiday season, so they remained
silent.
Mel’s dad was the
only one that had enough insight to see that his son was
yearning to hold onto Jenny, but he quietly saw the truth
and kept it to himself through the holidays.
“Sara, you shouldn’t
question Mel too much, but the truth is, the adventures of
Mel and Jenny are coming to an end. I was afraid that this
would happen; there was too much time and distance between
them. I hate to say it, but I think Jenny met someone new.
I see the same hurt
in Mel that I saw every time I looked in the mirror when I
thought I was going to lose you that summer. I only pray
that things work out for him, and he can rise above the
pain.”
Mel overheard his dad and mom talking the night he came in
from taking Jenny to catch her flight back to California. He
came into the house so quietly they never heard him, but at
the mention of her name, he stopped in the hall and listen.
Mel loved and respected his parents, but at that very
moment, everything he felt just bubbled over and he burst
into tears. He never forgot the night his parents held their
full-grown son, while he cried like a baby and fell asleep
in their loving arms.