It was
just past noon and the day was turning into a scorcher. Kate
sat with her back to the willow tree that she and her
grandfather had planted. Even with the shade, the
combination of humidity and heat brought perspiration and
discomfort.
"Katie,
can we talk?"
"Not that
it will do any good, but okay, talk." Kate sullenly stared
out across the water.
"I'm
sorry, Katie. I know saying that seems trite after all
that's happened, but it's the truth. I messed up. Even with
the feelings I have for you, I got scared of the speed
everything was moving and I bailed. I can never make up for
the pain I must have caused you, and I know you will never
forget that I did it. I guess I'm asking you to give me
another chance. I want you in my life. I love you, Katie.
Please let me prove it." Jim stood and waited for the
onslaught of her reply.
"I'm
sorry too, Jimmy. I can't love you the way you want me to. I
can't trust that you will not have another fit of fear and
run off again. You and I had a wonderful time together.
Let's remember that and leave all the other to heal in its
own time. You made a decision for whatever reason, and I
made mine. Love died in that hospital. I just want to keep
the friendship alive.
"A lot
has happened to us both. I'll know for sure after I visit my
doctor next week, but I think I'm pregnant. You are the
father, and that puts another decision on your list. If I am
pregnant, I want you to be part of the baby's life, a big
part of her life Jimmy, as her father. How involved you get;
still another decision for you.
"Jimmy?"
"Yeah."
"Though
you messed up, you are still the friend I grew up with.
Please be a father to this baby. For me and for her." Kate
pulled the young man into a hug and gently kissed him.
Frank and
Natalie watched as Kate and Jim talked. Their granddaughter
seemed to have gained an inner strength. They saw the
interplay of a man and woman confessing truths and baring
emotions to the other. Natalie's heart soared when Kate
appeared to accept what she was being told and plummet as
the expression on Jim Phillip's face kept changing when
Katie had her turn to speak.
She
watched her granddaughter rise from the ground, embrace and
kiss Jim Phillips gently. Sadly, it was clear to Natalie
that her granddaughter was saying good-bye.
The young
man's demeanor was one of acceptance and determination. He
stood erect and held his head high walking around the side
of the house and out of sight. Jim would survive and go on
with his life.