Then, to Ellie’s
utter amazement, he swept his arm behind her knees and
lifted her into the air.
“Oh, Jake, put me
down!” she protested. “I’m too heavy.”
But Jake ignored her
pleas and carried her through the living room. When they
reached the bottom of the stairs, Ellie’s fear turned
panicky.
“No, you can’t carry
me up the stairs. You’ll hurt yourself. Please, let me
walk.”
Jake stopped, but
didn’t put her down. Instead he grinned at her and said,
“Ellie, honey, I carry men twice your size down ladders
almost every day. I’m carrying you up to my room to ravish
your body, and you can’t stop me.”
Heat flooded Ellie.
Suddenly she didn’t want to stop him.
Jake’s eyes twinkled
and his grin widened as he went on, “But, if it’ll make you
feel any better, I can throw you over my shoulder and carry
you the way I carry them.”
Ellie laughed and
wrapped her arms around his neck, making no more protests.
He carried her up
the stairs as if she were no more of a burden than a basket
of laundry. It amazed Ellie. No man had ever picked her up,
much less carried her up a flight of stairs without getting
winded. It seemed there was no end to the things about him
that made her love him.
Not until they
reached his bedroom and were next to his bed did Jake put
Ellie down. Letting loose of her legs, he let her gently
slide down his body.
All of the laughter
from the stairs was gone, leaving a tense and telling
silence.
“Oh, God, Ellie.
You’re so beautiful.” Jake’s voice was ragged with emotion,
“I want you so much. But I don’t want to do anything you
don’t want. Tell me now and this stops now.”
That was the second
time Jake had called her beautiful in just a few minutes.
She was almost inclined to believe him. But it was also the
second time in just as long that he’d offered to stop what
they were doing. Was he really just trying to make sure she
was sure? Or was he not sure himself, and wanted her to be
the one to put on the brakes?
She shivered as he
ran one finger down the side of her neck and traced a
pattern down her arm. No, Jake was sure. Jake was always
sure about sex. And this time, so was Ellie. Consequences be
damned! She wanted to feel his body on her, in her. She
wanted to get lost in him. She wanted to pretend they
weren’t having sex, but making love. That all of the love
she felt for him was shared. She wanted him to be hers and
she his, even if it were just for one night.